Thursday, September 26, 2024

How many times?

 Does the Bible tell us what happens when we fall in temptation? Not fall into temptation but fall, fail, and succumb to temptation?

Fortunately, yes. The New Testament records many failures by the disciples: Peter denied Christ; Paul and Barnabas got into a dispute; John Mark got homesick; the unnamed woman got caught in the very act of adultery.

And then there is one person who did the unspeakable: Judas betrayed Christ.

Let’s look at what Jesus did for people who failed him. Peter, James, and John were supposed to watch and pray that they not enter into temptation in the Garden of Gethsemane. And yet, three times, they fell asleep when they should have been praying.

It wasn’t that they were supposed to be watching out for Jesus so that He could escape if evildoers came to arrest Him, which of course they did. No, they were to watch and pray that they themselves would not fall in temptation. Their spirit was ready, but their flesh was weak (Mark 14:38).

The disciples didn’t know how to answer Jesus when they fell asleep not once, not twice, but three times (Mark 14:40). Peter tries to overcompensate by cutting off someone’s ear (he probably was going for the throat and missed).

Does Jesus hold unforgiveness in His heart? We all know the answer. Peter would later deny Christ, again three times, which was a sign of complete failure.

Even after the resurrection and the anointing of the Holy Spirit, Peter messed up, hypocritically refusing to eat with Gentiles after the religious leaders from Jerusalem showed up (see Galatians 2:11). At another time, Peter said, “Not so, Lord,” when God told him in a vision to kill and eat unclean food.

Many identify with Simon Peter because he proves again and again to be a “work in progress” and so aren’t we all?

But Jesus gave him the answer to what we should do when people continually fail us, then repent, and seek forgiveness, then do it all over again. That answer is the famous “seventy times seven” number of times of forgiveness found in Matthew 18:22.

And therein we see what God’s response is to us when we fail, not once or twice, but again and again. We cannot imagine that God would do anything different than forgive us, despite our many failings. Certainly God is even more merciful than Christ Himself commanded us to be.

Which leads us to the ultimate forgiveness, which is not from God, but from ourselves. There is an instance in which a sinner named Judas Iscariot committed a sin which Jesus knew from the beginning he would commit; just like Jesus knows and knew from the beginning what sins we have, would, and will continue to commit from the day of our salvation.

Except Judas could not forgive himself. Neither could he seek forgiveness. Overwhelmed with conviction, he took his own life (Acts 1:25, Matthew 27:5).

But even Judas’s taking his own life was not the “unforgivable sin”. There is only one sin that cannot be forgiven and that is the continual rejection of the Holy Spirit which convicts us of sin, righteousness, and judgment (see Matthew 12:31, John 16:8, 1 John 5:16-17).

If we have committed horrible sins but seek God’s everlasting and eternal forgiveness, we shall be washed, sanctified, and justified (1 Corinthians 6:9-11).

But if we, like the Pharisee in the parable, live lives of worldly religiosity and morality, but fail to seek God’s forgiveness and mercy, we should read the words Jesus spoke, found in Luke 16:14.

“I tell you, this (repentant though sinful) man went down to his house justified rather than the other (who was unrepentant, judgmental and unforgiven); for everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.”

Does God want us to sin, again and again? No, of course not! But He does want us to come to Him, again and again, asking for forgiveness.  Find comfort in this verse, 1 Timothy 1:15, “This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am chief.”